i can't stand this, i don't even get why. i would rather you just end it, then treat me like this. but i don't want i ended, or maybe i do. i don't know. my brain stops thinking after a certain hour, i enter a whole new world. i try to escape, my love turns to hate. i blame it all on you. you had me thinking you were different, you were there for me. now you push me away, don't even consider the pain. but the strange thing is, why do you have such a strong impact on me? we both know its not real. we both just wanted someone. but its not going anywhere, its going backwards. the clock needs to rewind, so i can fix this mess.
its been awhile, i know. my days have gotten clearer, i have someones hand to hold. my weeks are getting longer, i'm losing all control. i love the smiles i accept, i hate the frowns that come next. i know its soon, its way to fast. but i really want this to last. i'm never right, forever wrong. i just want to belong. with someone who can hold me tight, someone who, mister right, i live in a fairy tale ,ive been told before. happy endings never work. i kept my faith within my heart youve become my work of art. don't leave me now, i beg you this. its the way we talk, and the way we kiss. you might not be my soul mate, or the one i marry, but the thought of you leaving me, its not my fate.
